You know what’s hurtful ?

Watching and feeling it as people you've bent over backwards to help on many occasions so easily disregard you.

You'd think it hurts less as you've experienced it many times before but no.
Though the callus is there, I can still feel the stab.

It is what it is because I can't make it what it ain't. 

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